Zina, I can understand this place..."my personal life and subsequent my mental disassembly has been bleeding into my critical writing, creating a chaotic dashing from one impression to another and never reaching the point where a real essay forms." Especially the chaotic dash from one impression to another. I sometimes find it disturbing not to land one in place but mostly the concern that I will remain dashing about. But eventually through reading just where my fingers land and then writing out passages from books or poetry that strike me..slowly some threads begin to emerge into a more wholistic view or a focus of some sort. Sometimes just time to take in what seems to be random input forms...All the best for 2026...keep writing please whatever...
Thank you for your honesty, Zina. Certain books have overwhelmed me in the past, especially the strange novels of John Cowper Powys. He is a very disturbing writer for those who often feel close to the edge - as I used to feel.
Thank you for sharing your heart. Your honesty reaches out to those who may also be going through a dark patch—and remind them they are not alone and may ask for encouragement. Sending love and prayers and gratitude for the gift of you! Blessings for 2026!
Zina, I can understand this place..."my personal life and subsequent my mental disassembly has been bleeding into my critical writing, creating a chaotic dashing from one impression to another and never reaching the point where a real essay forms." Especially the chaotic dash from one impression to another. I sometimes find it disturbing not to land one in place but mostly the concern that I will remain dashing about. But eventually through reading just where my fingers land and then writing out passages from books or poetry that strike me..slowly some threads begin to emerge into a more wholistic view or a focus of some sort. Sometimes just time to take in what seems to be random input forms...All the best for 2026...keep writing please whatever...
Thank you for your honesty, Zina. Certain books have overwhelmed me in the past, especially the strange novels of John Cowper Powys. He is a very disturbing writer for those who often feel close to the edge - as I used to feel.
Thank you for sharing your heart. Your honesty reaches out to those who may also be going through a dark patch—and remind them they are not alone and may ask for encouragement. Sending love and prayers and gratitude for the gift of you! Blessings for 2026!
My prayers for you, very dear Zina.
I’m sorry you are in a dark season. I enjoy your writing so much and am happy we met at UST. Wishing you a brighter 2026!